Sunday, October 09, 2005

IT'S NOW OR NEVER


a few days ago i've actually made a decision to stop blogging in here. i was thinking of moving on to a new blog. but then again, i loooovee this blog sho much. i don't think i'd be happy leaving this blog. so i created a new blog and that's where everything that's rather personal will be at.

within these few weeks, too many things have happened and too many changes i went through. too many things i learn. to let go. to accept. to cherish. to...aah..you get it, i'm learning about life. again. it's an ongoing process so yeah.

isn't it nice to be able to breathe and live without hatred? anywho..i'm feeling rather calm of late. yeah, a bit kucar kacir life may be..still, i'm fine and happy =)

hrm, so today i went out with mum looking for pressies for dearie friends : jaja, lili and sarah. then dunno what's got into both of us, we went to POPULAR and bought 7 novels, 2 health magazines and all the little little things like paper clips, rings, glue, paintbrushes and whatnot.

so yeah, i bought oh-so-many things. before that i went to watson's and got myself 2 bottles of multivitamins and some other essentials. i spent a lot. and i'm broke now. thank God it's fasting month.

farhan sms-ed this afternoon. it's nice to hear from him again. haven't heard a thing from him since the last time we ran into each other during the myuitm fair we had last month.

urmm....i'm having a flu at the moment...and so does nadia...*sigh* 

my presentation is on monday, i'm quite nervous about it. i think we won't get A for the assignment we did. we didn't do good enough. we left the most important part of the assignment : proof(photos) we went to the construction site. *sigh some more*

of late i've been hanging out with aidayasmin a bit too frequent. we'd lepak at night, be it in her room or mine or sometimes we just sat at the tangga beside my room...or wherever pun lah and talk. we'd talk up until 1 or 2 in the morning. it's crazy. but it's nice knowing her. never got the chance to talk to her before. she's cool and really nice and sweet. i like her ;) this is all thanks to the const tech assignment..if not for it, we'd never get the chance to really get to know each other. oh, dun get me wrong, i am not interested in girls aite..i'm just lonely having no one to talk kot hoho..and somehow it's easy to talk to her =) hrm, i miss hazlin!!

i fink i'm gonna stop here. i still have some things to do..aiyyoo..brc..reinforcement, they give people headaches indeed..why la do we need brc and reinforcement...lmao ;p

goodnight~




- posted by wildtenderness @ 12:40 am

 

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yours truly is a 19 yr old malaysian girl who loves nothing but to ramble(and complain) about everything. she finds it interesting to put her thoughts into writing as she is often forgetful. (and she thinks writing can keep her sane!) this way, she can read what she's written and remember things easily. at times, people can find her at her highest point of life, happy, cheeky and everything else. but when she's not being happy, you'd find her grumpy and all sad and pathetic. oh she gets sappy easily too! to put it short, she's basically temperamental. people'd find her to be super-bitchy one time and nice like an angel the next. she likes to babble. and keeps on reminding herself that she writes for herself and not others. so she'll try to be true to herself at most times when she writes in this blog ;)

...and so she is nervous all the time. forgetful. clumsy. KELAM KABUT sometimes. lefhanded. not relaxed. loves making vows to herself. always repeats the same vows or promises. has tendency to repeat the same thing over and over again. annoying sometimes. funny when she wishes to be. loves to exaggerate. SO not like her twin sister. when depressed, she's just soo depressed you could get infected as well. when she's happy, you'd think something is wrong with her brain. when hyperactive, you'd just want to shove the sleeping pills down her throat. if you live on her street..you might get lucky and hear her shrieks and screams at the very least once a day. not that quiet like most people think she is. shrinking violet. loves to say funny (read: weird) things. SO tak tau malu sometimes (that's when she TOTALLY forgets about manners). loves to observe people. quiet when you put her in a group of loud people. outspoken at times. her stupidity outshines sometimes. a sucker for sweet people. fears public speaking. doesn't like being teased, but because of that, she's always being teased by her friends....

to NADIA and friends, nabby is begging you to keep everything that you read in here to yourself. and please don't go around reciting my words from this blog and annoy the *tuut* out of me. this is just an outlet of expressing my anger, resentments, happiness, confusion as well as other emotions. you know me too well that i CAN so kill you if you do that =p so please don't make fun of me yeah? and you people also know that some of the things i say in this blog are not entirely true. nyeeahahaha. in addition to that, some of you even know how much i like to say things that don't even make sense or related to the things i wish/intend to say..hehe...so there you go ;) feedbacks are cool, so if you have anything to say, just click at the 'comments' and say what you have to say. thank you ;)

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