\\__wildtenderness__\\ -and all the things i've never said OUT LOUD...

Friday, September 02, 2005

BABY WOULD YOU WALK ME HOME?

i have 2 news for you. one is a good news and another is a not-so-good news. so finally, it's the mid-semester break..that's the good news. and the bad news is, the break is only a week. i wish it's longer than a week. a week is like too short. and this is not a true break i tell you. i've got like tonnes of assignments to do and submit after this one-week break. but anyway, i'm glad to finally get away from college and everything else there and stay at home<--- where my heart is ;p lmao

finals are just in a couple of months but it feels like this semester has just started. it's funny how time flies so fast! and then, finals will finally come and then it'll be a new semester for me...huhu...in a way, i kinda like how time flies really fast ;)

so anyway, i just got back yesterday around 12 am (dad fetched me at 11 pm!)...it was such a looong day for me. we had 2 classes (until afternoon) yesterday and right after class we went to J.W.Marriot for our Building Services assignment! gee, Arun (the guy who entertained us) was really helpful!! he was sooo nice to us..& he's indeed a cool guy! i won't say much about the wonderful visit though ohohoho...but it was really cool and fun and whoaaaaa (GRRREAAATT)....;) we arrived uitm around 7 as we were caught in a jam and got lost kejap...it was really tiring!! we hadn't eaten since morning and all of us were menggigil kelaparan hahaha so we bought mcd's (yaayyy!) for dinner! i just looooooovvveeeee mcflurry oreo aiyyooo...i want more of thaatt!!!tomorrow i'm soooo going to follow mama to her office and stuff myself with that wonderful thing until i just can't take it anymore hahaha!! abah was supposed to fetch me around 10 (he had this tahlil thing in Sg. Buloh and he was supposed to come and get me after the tahlil) but arrived around 11...somewhere around MidValley, jam la pulak! we were caught in the jam for about 15 minutes...it turned out there was an accident or a car broke down or something like that...aiyyoo..sampai je rumah, i went straight to the shower...i only had my shower in the morning before class and i didn't even wash my face when i reached hostel from Marriot. i was dead tired and hungry. i had my dinner and then went all kelam kabut packing my things as well as jo's as she was going back right then. hehe, despite such a tiring day...i felt happy nevertheless =)

have i mentioned before that lately i've been overly happy?? =)

so anyway, on the 30th night...we the uitm students were forced to attend the countdown held at the stadium. the four of us in the room slept right after we got back from evening classes up until 7 something in the evening...gee thank God we even bangun! tu pun...because kak nuha terjaga. for the sake of maghrib, i woke up and had my shower. hehehe...loooong queue babe, i'm sure all the people outside my cubicle were bengang giler with me because i took my own sweet time cleaning myself (i was mamai also...so banyak berangan in the shower ajer ohohoho). after the shower, we the 4 dara pingitans of the room were all in our lepak mood..sat around talking, joking, as usual lah. when an announcement was made asking us to gather at the dataran anggerik, we buat bodoh je. it was 7.45 at that time for God's sake!! what did they expect from us?? we were so tired due to classes and everything and they expected us to get all excited about it? we got ready anyway WHEN en.**** used the pembesar suare thing (aiyyo i forgot what they are called la) and asked us to empty our rooms and the showers and go to the stadium right there and then! kak nuha dared to shout back "baik encik..kami pergi sekarang". and then there were more voices yang shouted back at him. so i did the same thing and said "sekejapla orang nak siap nih" huhuhu...and he said terima kasih. he's a funny man actually. we're also funny you know. the next few minutes, the whole lot of us were concocting a plan. a very naughty (AND FUNNY OSO!!) plan! for your information, it's something we always do. we like to have stupid dramas and then spew all the funny things. this semester has got to be the best semester everr...i've been having fun non-stop with the girls. they are indeed funny and cool people =) the countdown was fun la jugak..=) i love the pantomime and the so-called-bombs were really terrifying in my opinion. i've always been scared of lightning and loud sounds so yeah...i kept on pulling at lili and asked her to hold me the whole time when the bombs went off. it may sound silly but i was really scared.

on the 31st, i went out with kak anis and kak shepot (kak anis' friend). such an eventful outing. then, ran into adila azman. she looked all cute and adorable!! heheh...funny we didn't say much to each other because we were too shocked to see each other i suppose hehehe ;p

- posted by wildtenderness @ 08:05 am
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Friday, August 19, 2005

AND NOW I'M DONE WITH YOU

currently listening to: always by saliva.

i'm bored to death at the moment and i've been staring at the computer (typing the law notes) for hours now and i'm gonna write whatsoever that first comes to mind aite?

i think i like adventurous things. no, not as in going camping, kayaking or any of those things. things that involve emotions. things that would make your heart beats like crazy. things that would make you wait with anticipation. things that would make you feel like you're gonna die (be it due to anticipation or embarassment). to put it short, i miss R and i feel like sms-ing him and ask him how's he doing. AND wait & see if he's EVER going to reply my sms. and then get hurt over and over again because i know that he never will. i think i'm somehow addicted to pain. yess, it doesn't make sense. (and i never make sense anyway) but i think at the moment i am (addicted to pain or not making sense...whichever pun lah). life at the moment is just not that adventurous. okayy, ADVENTUROUS?? that DOESN'T make sense at all!! oh shucks, i'm talking rubbish!!

let's just say, i'm conversation-deprived at the moment. eh really ka nabby? don't knowla. despite such a great week i had, i'm CURRENTLY feeling down about some of the things i just found out about today. probably, i shouldn't have been thinking too much kot. and perhaps i shouldn't have been ermm...stalking(?) in the first place also right? but honestly, lately i haven't been a great stalker. been busy. so anywaayy....

to the girl whom i've always had regarded as my bestie, my sunshine : i'm sorry things didn't work out for you. i wish they did. i understand, when this kind of things happen, you feel like the world is going against you. everything just sucks, sucks, sucks and sucks. i wish i could be there for you. but probably i'm not the one you need the most right now so hey, take a good care of yourself. there are so many people out there who love you more than you know. and i am one of those people.

and to the guy whom i think i might have a crush on: well...i think i like you (perhaps i really am). but i am not sure of that really (gee, make up your mindla nabby!). i AM the most fickle person i myself have ever come across (haha, so far no one else can beat me lol) so yeah...most of the time, you really drive me crazy...but at another, i just couldn't care less. so to sum it all up : you do drive me crazy. but i don't want to initiate whatsoever that is or prolly, is NOT between us. probably God is giving me a chance to think really carefully before i make another mistake i'd regret (as usual).[just what am i trying to say here eh?]

i think i was jealous of a friend ;( i also think that i was kinda hurt by the changes in her behaviour of late. i think i've been overly manja la lately. as the reason to why i was being jealous is because i had no one to be manja to anymore. stop being mengada2 nabila! ;p

things you ought to know about yours truly:

1. she likes to deny things (it's her expertise)
2. she may sound gutsy and everything else in this blog, but in person, she always has this stupid look on her face (as well as acting stupid). she doesn't look the way she sounds and she doesn't sound the way she looks. she also doesn't act the way you might think she would.
3. she's given up on shy guys. they drive her up the wall. they test her patience like, TOTALLY.
4. she can be very insecure about everything at one time and oh-so-confident/gutsy at another.

they are showing pleasantville on tv3 tonight. i've seen it before. years ago. and i think it's a nice movie. reese witherspoon is shooo beautiful ;)

saw malaysian idol just now to see how faizul (sp?) is doing and mygoodness, just what the heck is wrong with him tonight? he's rather emotional tonight. what? over his performance? aiyyoo...

overall, this whole week has been fun!! ;)

jaja is no longer single. hehe, taken oledi yeah people..huhu now go and cry your hearts out!! ;p i'm happy that she's happy ;) so that leaves me and lili the ones without boyfriends here...uhuh..

oh yesh!!! i saw this archi guy i used to fancy (when i was in semester 2) last week!!! i haven't seen him for ages. not even once this semester and last week, on the way back to hostel...i (actually, we : jaja, lili and i) ran into him (what luckk!!!). okay, kinda la. he was on his bike(motorcycle) to faculty and ohmigoodness, he looked naaaaiiiiiiiiisssssss ;) well, he may not be the most handsome guy i've ever seen, but i fancy him anyway!! *smiles cheekily* he looked at us!! (getting excited already) but, i am sooo verrryyy sure he was looking at jojie at that time [excitement gone now lol] ;( okay this is not my insecurity talking okay. this IS the truth!!! jaja seems to think i'm very insecure with myself but then again, it's true when i said guys are only looking at her whenever we are together as she's amongst the prettiest and (also) popular girls in our faculty..ciss, how dare she wants to argue with me!! i'm right, i know i'm always right!! muahaha lmao ;p. hehe..but anyway, he's totally out la as mummy will never approve him!! my taste in guys is rather strange la. i have a tendency to like guys with black necklace around their necks and looking a bit gothic yanno..that kind of things lah huhuhu ;p i find them umm..okay better not say in here ;p (frankly speaking, i am into nice guys. i am not into guys with bad reputations no matter how tempting or cute they look ahaha. but speaking from what attracts me on the first look, i'd say height and the gothic look lah *wink wink*)

the other night, the whole lot of us (kak anis, kak nuha, jaja and yours truly) had such a great time making fun out of this one senior who- thanks to jaja- had been identified doing things that infuriated me and i'm sure everyone else as well, at the washing lines. she's one of those who ought to be called selfish. she's the one who pushes everybody's clothes to the sides of the lines in order to dry her clothes. it was almost 12, and we were laughing our heads off making jokes about dwarf (she's small in size. i am too!!) and such. we even thought of revenge. which according to kak nuha, we should chain all her hangers to the washing line ahahaha. we really made fun of her. i know it's unfair and bad, especially when it involves appearance--> what God has given us. but then again, this senior has this scary face and UGLY habit..heheh, haa..;p the seniors on my level were initially S.C.A.R.Y. most of them has this fierce look pasted on their faces like, ALL THE TIME. they wouldn't even smile back at you if you smiled at them. well, that was then la. now, there are a few who seem friendlier than the last time. i mean, what the heck? susah sangat ke nak senyum? it's not like you're going to lose anything. or die ka? ciss...whyla are these seniors so sombong ones??

when jaja told us the senior with the bad habit (and yellow nightie) was at the toilet (she'd lalu infront our room to get to hers as our room is like RIGHT beside the toilet...yessh you got that right...beside the toilet hunnn)...the 3 of us immediately ran to the door and stood there with silly grins on our faces. we waited patiently and while waiting, kak anis siap practise lagu ape nak nyanyi bile the poor lady lalu depan our room. so after a while, the poor senior pun lalu la infront of our room, and the whole lot of us sang the redline(sp?) song..aiyyoo what was the title ek? but one thing for sure, we kept repeating the 'it was you' line OVER AND OVER AGAIN, LOUDLY and then we laughed tak ingat dunia. can you imagine...? it was almost 12 at that time...duuuudee, we surely had lost our minds at that time..but it was fun!!! ;)

then after that, we went to basuh baju. i used the toilet on my level whilst jaja and kak nuha used the 1st floor's toilet. gee...i could hear them laughing like orang gila. they were surely crazy! later when everyone was done washing their clothes, jaja told me they saw nyamuk (a nickname given to a senoir on our block..poor thing) at the toilet. thank God i wasn't there as kak nuha really went out of her mind. she made the sound of mosquitos and God knows what else!

oh well...lovely lovely people aren't they?? *wink*

- posted by wildtenderness @ 11:30 pm
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Saturday, August 13, 2005

SOMEDAY WE'LL KNOW WHY I WASN'T MEANT FOR YOU

good news: i found unguviolet ost the other night and downloaded it ;) kak nuha is going to go very excited!;)

thursday night, an old friend called around 1.20 and we talked for hours. i was chatting with jojo before that and we had to stop for a while. around 3 only we hung up and i continued to chat with jojo for half an hour before i went off to bed. so anyway, told him about my current heartthrob. mostly, talked rubbish ajer. he asked me whether or not i'd be home this weekend. and i lied to him saying that i was still in college. hehe, but not long after that....i felt so guilty i told him that i was already home ;p i told him la why i did that, which is : i don't want to meet anyone at the moment. i just want to stay at home and do my own things. sleep. and rest. and sleep. and sleep some more. lmao ;p thank God he didn't mind! plus, with the haze...there's at least a concrete reason not to go out. ;D

so, the topic of the day is: peri peri chicken (correct ka the spelling?? a friend came up with that! lol) ;) generally, i don't like peri peri chicken. i'm sure none does. (but somehow, i'm interested in this one particular peri peri chicken.) girls, women, ladies....we may be attracted to shy and quiet guys. but then again, these guys could be divided into a few categories and one of them is peri peri chicken ;p i won't explore the other categories but the peri peri chicken category. guys who fall into this category are often shy, not quite what they appear to be, egoistical, and they're usually a coward. pardon me if i'm wrong but i know i am right. these guys, they're afraid of rejection. but most of all, they're afraid of themselves. true, they probably love the friendship too much to risk it by confessing whatsoever they have in their hearts to the girl. so they decide to keep things mum and keep on doing whatsoever they usually do to make the girl confused. <---that's what my guy friend said except the 'to make the girl confused' part.

obvious hints have been given (or did we misinterpret them?) but things are just the same. nothing happens. and we feel like we are stuck somewhere in between. you and our (fun&happy) life. thus, hurling us into confusion. which leads us to be somewhat depressed, upset and happy at the same time. in another word: crazy. thank you.

or for all we know, this whole thing is just a game. you know, it's like a boost to their ego. most guys love the idea of being liked, adored, or loved right? so yeah, is this whole thing a game nabby?? gee, i have no idea!

yesterday, the old friend called again. talked for about 45 minutes. (sakit telinge gwe!!) however, i enjoy talking to this person =) lol. i think i've been spewing too much of philosophical things la this week. haha.

and then, last night i decided to play along with the games the chicken peri peri is trying to play on me. now say good luck to me, thank you ;)

so i had another sms marathon with shahir last night =) he thought hanafi is my (special) boyfriend!! sheessh, since when?? i asked him what made him think hanafi is my boyfriend and he said because he knew that we always sms each other. huhu, what he doesn't know is that there's another person that i sms much more often than hanafi. so is he my boyfriend too? err, i don't think so. urm...sure, hanafi is really kind to me. when i didn't turn up for bel250 the other day (sick), he was the first one to sms me, minutes after class had started. that was really thoughtful of him. he helped me a lot last semester. bought me food at night. gave me one whole pack of strepsils when i was sick. and there's one time when he came to see hanim, he bought me mcd's and asked her to pass it to me (i didn't even ask for it). sure, he's nice to me. but he's nice to everybody as well. probably because we've known each other quite long before so he treats me that way. you know, like an abang taking care of the adik hehehe. lol =p honestly, i like being friends with him. he makes me feel cared and of course, loved ;)

last night, i rang nadia. poor thing, things haven't been great with her there. oh nadia, if only i was there with you. you know what i'd have done. be patient and always know that no matter what happens, you'll always have me by your side ;) my love for you would never falter like the others'. you know that you can always trust me. forget about other people now, they don't matter. friends do leave you hun, that's the bitter part of friendship, but i'd never leave you as i'm your twin sister. twins never leave each other right? till death do us part ;) lol

i am not sure if i've mentioned this before, but we had another speech presentation the other day for bel250. it was fine. somehow, i've come to like this kind of thing. because it helps me to allay my fear of public speaking and it helps me to think fast in such a crazy situation. so yeah. it's good. in my opinion, it's somewhat therapeutical in a way ;) so anyway, once our group was done with the presentation, i had a missed call. guess who made that call. sweet- the guy i used to kacau. (i am no longer interested in him though) i didn't expect to see this person's name on my screen, so i was slightly terkejut la jugak... but i buat bodoh je. i didn't even dare turning my head around. i nudged jaja and showed her my phone & told her not to turn around, but she did anywayy..aiyyoo..! jaja said he smiled at her. uhuk uhuk...this is the balasan of doing naughty things and kacau-ing people. but hey hey hey, nabby has made a promise to be nice this semester. no longer kacau2 orang ;)

oh wait, the class is going to organise a trip to langkawi! kalau tak jadi langkawi, we'd prolly go to PD. but the majority is so excited about langkawi so yeah ;) i don't know if i'm going but hopefully can la ye...and hopefully they're not doing it during the mid-semester break as nadia's coming home during the break. so if i go (if dad allows lah!) to langkawi, i won't be able to see nadia much ;( ;( *sob sob*

nabby is done now. gonna go and pack my things. (in a sarcastic tone) can't wait to go back to hostel tomorrow! bleurgh. tootles~

- posted by wildtenderness @ 11:50 am
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Friday, August 12, 2005

TO BE ONLY YOURS I PRAY

of late, jaja and i have been listening to mandy moore a lot. which led me to think about someone who i haven't been thinking about in ages. because the song 'crush' by mandy moore reminds me of him. and because most of mandy's songs remind me of him. FULLSTOP.

and so i met up with alin last friday ;) [i didn't come home] i had such a great time hanging out with her =) i am sooooo glad that we met up. we did quite a lot of catching ups and we made a little visit to each other's place. melati isn't that far from anggerik so that's nice ;)

i was down with fever a few days ago due to the haze. it's sooo bad in shah alam and i honestly couldn't stand it there. when all classes are cancelled until this friday, i decided to head home. honestly, the whole lot of us couldn't go back this week as our const technology assignment is due this monday AND we had done nothing. but since jaja, lili and i wanted to go home SO BADLY, we tried to do everything yesterday. thank goodness we already had most of the information. and so we did everything last night. from typing, editing to printing. we were so determined (desperate actually! hehe) to go home, we slept at 4 am. lili slept at our room and this morning after subuh she went back to her room while jaja and i went back to sleep. huhu consequently, we were late for our site-visit! crazy kan having a site visit in this kind of weather? but we had to. we needed to take some pictures for our const tech assignment. (the site visit is actually for measurement class hehe) so anyway, we were supposed to meet up at 8.30 at the construction site but ahahaha, jaja and i woke up at 8.15 and we only got there at 9 am. poor sarah and lili had to wait for us. ;p thank God, encik nasyairi pun arrived even later than us..hehe ;)

honestly, this is the first time i found the whole class all rapat again =) before this, some of us had some misunderstandings and there were like groups/cliques amongst the girls in the class. but i reckon, things are getting better again this semester. Alhamdulillah. and today was really fun!! (though tiring!) after the site-visit, we all went to Hakim and had breakfast (brunch actually!) there. imagine, almost the whole class was there (some of the guys didn't come though)...it was havoc!! jaja was funny. izzudin was funny. shahir was nakal. we all had a great time hanging out together..we ate, drank, talked, took some pictures, talked some more..etc..etc..etc =) i was rather geram with shahir though. he took a candid picture of me. i wasn't aware that he was going to take my picture at first and when i turned to him, it was already too late. he snapped my photo and it was soooooo H.I.D.E.O.U.S!!! a photo of me looking shocked!! eew, i didn't really look at it. he showed the picture to me, and i just took a glance at it because i was cringing at the thought of spotting my every SUPER-VISIBLE blemish in that photo. plus the funny face-expression! so i decided not to really look at it...eeuurghh, i never like taking pictures much. well unlessla of course waktu tu i look okay. but imagine having going all round the construction site...dengan panasnye...sweating like a pig...tudung went all tak betul...hissyy, there's no way i'm gonna let my photo to be taken..but shahir did!! he managed to snap an ugly photo of me. oh wells...what to do. i hope he won't show it to anybody. but then again, i just couldn't care less. i mean, heck...i'm not perfect aite. lol ;p

so anyway, the last weekend spent in college was fun!! went out both saturday and sunday hehe. on sat, was supposed to go to the pcfair but sarah and i ended up going shopping instead hehe. so kak nuha and kak aini only lah yang went to the fair ;) kak nuha was crazy!! she did this donkey-like laugh all the way on the train!! and then she tuduh sarah who did it! poor sarah...it was pretty much embarassing because everyone was quiet and kak nuha was making so much noise..eey, funny noise lak tuh! and she'd been doing that funny laugh non-stop!! it was REALLY crazy! we had been laughing non-stop as well! she's hilariously crazy!! on sunday, went to bukit raja with kak nuha. we saw unguviolet!!! =) i SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO looooooooooooooove that movie ;) partly because of the title kot hehe. i don't know about you (and i don't care what you think about it) but to me it was such a great movie! ;) very moving, very touching, meaningful, beautiful, and deep ;) practically everyone in the cinema was crying. i myself cried too. cheh, you know la me ;p easily moved teeheehee =p my eyes were all red and puffy when we got out of the cinema and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOO embarassing!! and again i just want to emphasize that some of the scenes and words were very moving and deep..!! so deeeeep they touched my soul. entahla, perhaps i was just being over or emotional but truly, i was touched. not just somewhat. infact, very...i felt like sobbing OUT LOUD..you know as if your dearest cat died ran over by a vehicle. but hehehe, there's this supposedly hot scene...but kene pottoooonnng...so we didn't get to see the whole scene lah. what a disappointment!! lol =p not that i'm sooo gatal wanted to see that part, but it feels like i saw an incomplete movie you know. i feel incomplete ;p whatever punla...i think that scene is pretty much stupid..ntahler, maybe because that scene was partly cut off kot tu yang nampak bodoh sikit..hehe....

so anyway, balik ajer dari Hakim, we started to cut and paste all the photos and explanations for our assignment. we were sooo kelam kabut! everyone was like kejar masa you know...but it was fun!! the day before, we had nothing and today...90% of the assignment's done! ;) isn't that like soooo coool??? i hope they're enough. i hope they're good. i hope what we did worth our time and efforts. 5 pm, sarah sent lili, jaja and i to the commuter station. hehe, it's my first time going back naik komuter sooo lili and jaja had been sakat-ing me non-stop on the train!! it's funny you know, my bags were stuck when i was going through the gate. (gate ka that thing where we insert the ticket to go to the other side??) sheesh, quite embarassing la gak, thank God tak ramai orang at that time!! i carried 2 bags and i had a bagpack on my back. lili thought it was funny! i brought all my dirty clothes and left all my homework in college. giler lah!! she sorta advised me not to bring so many things the next time around coz it's pretty much dangerous at the bank negara area. i don't understand what she meant by dangerous but one thing i know, bags do slow me down and make me feel tired easily!! she even insisted that i walked in front of her because she was worried about the guy who was walking behind me just now. huahaha, isn't that sweet? lol ;p

okay, so now let's talk about the new things in my life aite? so yeah...what's new? not much actually cuma...lately has been crazy for me lah. let's see...i'm going to admit that i think i'm falling 'in like' with somebody. though i've been trying so H.A.R.D to avoid myself from falling for this particular person, i think i somehow failed to do that. so okayla..i let it be. liking someone spells trouble for me. whenever i start liking somebody, i'd look like a total fool. i'd start doing funny things. thinking of stupid things, wasting my time day-dreaming, thinking of that person, doing stupid things some more and the list just goes on. it scares me. the other day, i found myself acting like once upon time when i was so obsessed with R. i was a bit too cheeky and happy too! it was rather strange for me and i didn't realise about it until lah the next day. i knew i've started to like this person. and this is so NOT fun!!! i enjoy watching people and observing them. but i don't like to NOTICE about and being AWARE of every single thing this particular person is doing. it's sooo NOT fun!! it's like one HUGE distraction for me!! however, this time...it's rather fun-ner in my opinion though heehee ;p why? because this person doesn't know about it. compared to last time, R knew i was crushing on him...so whenever i looked at him, i'd be caught! but this time, no one knew (except some 3 people!) what's going on. so, it's kinda fun! i won't be caught dead staring at this poor guy & won't be caught dead smiling dreamily whenever he walked past me. and there's like no f****** way i'm letting this out!! this time, only mum and some friends know about this. certainly none others!! nadia also doesn't know because i just haven't had the time to tell her about it. i certainly will though! i miss her!! eh speaking of her, gonna ring her la later!!

so tell me peeps, just what am i to do about this?? ookkaayy, don't answer that...i think i know what to do ;) which is...keeping this whole thing to myself lah! there's no way i'm going to confess to him! that'd mean : shhtuupid ;) not a chance in hell baby! ;p whatever pun, this time i'll keep on reminding myself that things would not always turn out the way i want them to. i won't be keeping any hopes on. not a single one even! so yeah, it doesn't matter if he doesn't like me. so what, right? doesn't mean that when i like him, he has to feel the same way about me too, right??

oh weeee....jojo is online! but i'll chat with her once i'm done blogging...;)

hmmm....the 'hingga ujung waktu' by so7 is somehow stuck inside my head! i've been hearing myself singing that song over and over again! aiyyoo..

so i think i'm done for now, tata~

- posted by wildtenderness @ 12:33 am
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Friday, July 29, 2005

MELOMPAT LEBIH TINGGI

of late, i've been extremely happy. without any apparent reasons. nothing seems to upset me except for the condition of the toilet in my hostel hehe and some other little things ;)

last night, i dreamt of so many funny things. things that'd would never ever happen even in a milliion years! ;)

one fact about me : i can't eat chocs. breakouts. yeah, myth you think? nope. it's because chocs are heaty aite! and this week, i have been eating them without thinking of the consequences!!

another fact about me: i can't drink carbonated drinks and i've been swearing off it for like a few months now. BUT, i drank a cup of Choke!! last night =p

okaay, more facts about me (hehehe) : i am lactose-intolerant. but yesterday i drank the yoghurt drink and my stomach was upset by my action. poor thing!

and the conclusion you can make from the whole situations : i'm not THAAAT disciplined.

the other night, i did something naughty. i was infuriated by God-knows-who, as, this person who was soooo selfish in making sure that her baju kurungs would dry fast and she just couldn't care less about other people's clothes, pushed my lingerie and tudung at the furthest side of the washing line. my tudung was crumpled and the hangers of my lingerie thank God tak jatuh! (God knows if they actually did!!). i was like, what the hell!! it's been the second time this thing happened to me and my lingerie and tudung lak yang tak kering. the thing is, these people, they hang practically all their baju kurungs there! and it's actually a place to dry your lingerie, tudung and all the small things you know! (i've been washing my clothes at night nowadays so i don't dare to go and hang my lingerie outside as it's too dark down there). dah la tu, this person didn't even use pegs, if i were SOOOO evil, i'd have tarik-ed her dripping-wet clothes and put them on the floor (konon2nye buat macam terjatuh lerr). she should thank God i didn't, instead i left a note there. the title : SELFISH-ALERT!! i wrote something like this : "lain kali kalau nak sidai baju tu, janganla simply tolak baju orang ke tepi (mine was in the middle of the line) sebab semata2 awak nak baju awak semua kering! janganlah pentingkan diri sangat. lagipun, ini bukannye tempat sidai baju kurung! nak sidai, sidai kat bawah! TQ." not quite the exact thing i've written, but it sounded something like that la i can say. and i slipped the note under one of her unpegged baju kurungs. i hope the ink won't dissolve or whatsoever. and i hope, that person would get to read it! i don't care if people found out it was me. and i don't give a *toot* pun if she's one of the people i know on that level. i just want her to know that it's not nice to be so selfish. and i hope she knows that by now. (note to maiza, if u read this, don't tell it to anybody ok!! hehe..)

SO ANYWAY, i got home yesterday afternoon right after my const tech class ended hehe. dad was supposed to fetch me later at night, but mama had a meeting or something like that in Shah Alam so she could fetch me earlier la pulak. i was rushing as mama has already arrived by the time i reached my college and thank God i've packed some of my things the night before.

and last night, i spent the whole night doing some research on concreting tools and equipments. sadly, not much i found on them. and i did constr econs as well. time is running out and i hope that'll help eventhough the assignment on contr econs tak la lengkap maner. we still have to find more infos and stuff. atleast, there's a progress lah kan? and erm...we've also got a presentation for bel250 this monday and wednesday. i hope our turn won't be this monday as we have done nothing on the preparation! sheesh, nabby!! next week you are SO not going home! i had to go home this week as i'm already out of cash so that's why lah i had to, though i feel soooo berat going home because there are just too many (group) assignments + presentation to be done. unless la it's individual thing, it won't be a problem at all.

this week had been rather fun in my opinion. i've been laughing a lot..and i mean, a lot! lili, jaja and i have been hanging out a lot too. we now eat at the cafe every wednesday. hehe nasi ayam ;) then laugh some more!! we made all sorts of stupid jokes..jaja attacked my fish, and lili and i were supposed to attack jaja's chicken the other night but lili went for tennis so she couldn't join us during dinner. sooo..takde la chicken attack that day *sob sob* heheh. then the same day after dinner tuh, i followed jaja to get her clothes (it was around 7.30 at that time) and we tried to kacau kak anis (the washing lines mengadap tingkap our room) and we called her names until she appeared and she let out a small shriek as she was not properly dressed at that time hehe. and the whole time, jaja was actually looking at the first floor punye bilik (ours at the second floor). so she got the wrong person and when she realised that, we were laughing like mad sampai terduduk2. you might not think it's funny, but to us, it was hilarious! and people surely would think that we were crazy for having fits of laughter at such hour. maghrib you know, dah la tu..sebelah hutan! heee...thank God, nothing weird happened ;)

i wonder, am i loud in public? i've always considered myself as quiet as most of my friends are the loud ones (not all the time la though). however there were times when i'm just caught up in my own world and talk, talk, talk ,talk and talk like there's no tomorrow. last wednesday, we had our lunch at the faculty's cafeteria. and as we ate, we were talking and making jokes as usual. i talked, talked,talked and talked (when my nasi ayam dah abis okaayy!) non-stop. i'm sure i wasn't making too much noise. we pun cakap at the normal level of sound and one thing about me is, whenever i'm soooo excited about the things i talk about...i am no longer observing people. i don't notice a thing about my surroundings anymore. so, that happened at that time and when i was snapped back to the reality, i noticed quite a few people looking. and i thought, normal la tuh. i pun suke observe people gak, right? but these people, tengok-tengok bukan sekali dua...quite a few times gakla sampai tertoleh2 belakang (my way la)..so i was like what the heck? nak kata die pandang jaja, jaja was facing me..so kalau diaorang was ogling jaja...what?? dapat tengok rambut jaja pun jadi la ye? or prolly they were looking at lili (she's sitting beside me)? oh i hope sooo! i hope i wasn't too loud and maybe there's funny things on my tudung or on my face? God knows! it was pretty much uncomfortable but i really hope there's nothing embarassing pun that i didn't realise about. God knows when i walked away, they were probably talking and laughing about me! gee, nabby next time remind yourself not to get so excited when in public places teeheeehee =p

- posted by wildtenderness @ 12:36 pm
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

HOW COULD AN ANGEL BREAK MY HEART

tonight, i'm going to talk about my twin sister nadia ;) each time it's time to go home, i'd get a headache. i'm not much an independent person if you were to rate me by how do i get home every weekend. my parents fetch me from hostel and they're also the ones sending me back. it's my third semester in uitm. but i'm yet to learn taking the commuter home. dad doesn't see the logic in me going home by commuter as he thinks mum or him can always fetch me. truth is, i want to go through the hardships of....erm, doing things without your parents. lol. it is actually like this, i feel very uncomfortable when some relatives say things like : "kesian nadia. nabila boleh balik every week but nadia is stuck in perak" whenever they found out i'm home for the weekend. honestly, it hurts a bit la. moreover when ade yang add, 'why don't you learn to go home by yourself? takkan nak mama and abah still fetch you and and stuff?' in this case, i think i am, rather lucky compared to nadia. she cant go home every week. in fact, she comes home for like once or if lucky, twice in one whole semester. and she washed all her clothes. her towels, jeans and even the bedsheet by herself. hand-wash, mind you! okaayy, prolly she doesn't hand-wash the bedsheet, but still....there's so many thing that she has to do & go through and i dont. i bring home my towels, jeans, bedsheet and all the heavy clothes. i go home almost every week. i get to use the internet every week. i get to watch the tv. i get to eat mum's cooking. hrmm what else? i feel it's kinda unfair for her that i have things easier and she doesn't. there are other reasons as well, but let's not go there.

we've never been away from each other for all of our 17 years of living. then suddenly, we reached 18, and we have to part. it ain't easy on my part as i am emotionally attached to her. at first, it was really hard to adapt to her absence...but Alhamdulillah, it gets better now. so anyway, those are the reasons i wish i could learn taking commuter home. why suddenly i feel like washing my clothes at hostel. why i try to learn eating at DM. silly you may think, but i just want to feel what she feels. she washes her clothes, so i'll try to do mine without any help from the waching machine at home. she eats cafetaria food, so i'll eat DM food. i try to lessen my weekly dose of Mcd's. the most important thing is, she doesn't get to see mum and dad often, so i have to learn to be strong and stop missing them so much and acting like a baby (hehe). there are so many things i learn from nadia. i've always been bad at managing my money, but because of her, i'm trying to be more careful whenever i spend my money.

but whatever pun nadia, just so you know, i'm one of those people who love you more than anything. you'll always have my unconditional love ;) you're one of the people that would cause my getting lost if i were to lose you. i'm glad we are twins ;)

oh well, i think this is one of the hardships of being twins. people will always try to make comparisons between you and your twin. if you don't look like twins at all and they can't comment on your looks, they'll comment on some other things. funny ain't it? humansss...hehe...;)

- posted by wildtenderness @ 11:19 pm
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AND THEN THERE'S MORE!!

jojo, *toot* and yours truly

clich_j (10:44:54 PM): hello?
purpletenderness (10:44:59 PM): hola
split_sk8mania (10:45:04 PM): bola
clich_j (10:45:08 PM): yeah yeah
purpletenderness (10:45:08 PM): aiyyoo
clich_j (10:45:11 PM): bola?
split_sk8mania (10:45:17 PM): hehehe
clich_j (10:45:21 PM): oh my God
clich_j (10:45:31 PM): yang dis is nabby
split_sk8mania (10:45:36 PM): ohhh
purpletenderness (10:45:39 PM): hi yang..
split_sk8mania (10:45:40 PM): haaiii nabby...
purpletenderness (10:45:41 PM): hahaha
purpletenderness (10:45:44 PM): hi *toot*
purpletenderness (10:45:45 PM): lol
split_sk8mania (10:45:48 PM): nabbyyy
clich_j (10:46:12 PM): heheheh me with two ppl dat make my day at uitm happpy2
split_sk8mania (10:46:14 PM): nanti jaja marah kat u tak tau ehh
purpletenderness (10:46:25 PM): hahaha
purpletenderness (10:46:30 PM): kidding
clich_j (10:46:33 PM): days as in days lotsa days
purpletenderness (10:46:34 PM): hehehe really jaja?
split_sk8mania (10:46:35 PM): heheh
purpletenderness (10:46:38 PM): i'm moved
purpletenderness (10:46:43 PM): to tears
purpletenderness (10:46:46 PM): huahaha
split_sk8mania (10:46:46 PM): huhuhu
purpletenderness (10:46:47 PM): thankies
clich_j (10:46:48 PM): ur moving?
purpletenderness (10:46:52 PM): i'm touched laaa
split_sk8mania (10:46:53 PM): laarrr
split_sk8mania (10:46:56 PM): nabbyyyy
purpletenderness (10:46:59 PM): yee
clich_j (10:47:05 PM): yang tanyelar nabby
purpletenderness (10:47:10 PM): tanye ape eh?
split_sk8mania (10:47:14 PM): jaja kat bilik nakal tak...??
clich_j (10:47:19 PM): hehehehe
purpletenderness (10:47:23 PM): oh nakaall...sesangat la nakalll...
purpletenderness (10:47:24 PM): lol
clich_j (10:47:25 PM): funny
clich_j (10:47:38 PM): hahahaah
split_sk8mania (10:47:43 PM): nabby tolong cubit dier ehhhh
purpletenderness (10:47:50 PM): jaja nakal2 pun...sangat sweetttt...
purpletenderness (10:47:52 PM): hehe..
purpletenderness (10:48:00 PM): nanti dia yg cubit kite lg teruk tau
clich_j (10:48:00 PM): ohh puhleeze
split_sk8mania (10:48:03 PM): i know...
purpletenderness (10:48:05 PM): jaja salu cubit nabilaaaa
clich_j (10:48:12 PM): mane ader?
purpletenderness (10:48:14 PM): ader
purpletenderness (10:48:16 PM): dlm kelas
clich_j (10:48:18 PM): tipu tipu
purpletenderness (10:48:19 PM): salu u cubit i
purpletenderness (10:48:23 PM): aiyyooo...lupa ka?
clich_j (10:48:28 PM): mane ader?
split_sk8mania (10:48:29 PM): jaja...
purpletenderness (10:48:32 PM): aderrr
clich_j (10:48:36 PM): yeee
split_sk8mania (10:48:49 PM): jaja sayang abg tak...???
clich_j (10:48:53 PM): nabby u ingat kan xnk pggl *toot* abg lg?
split_sk8mania (10:48:56 PM): hahahahah
clich_j (10:49:01 PM): eewww
purpletenderness (10:49:04 PM): ahahahaha
clich_j (10:49:09 PM): gross..
purpletenderness (10:49:18 PM): the one asking u tu is not me..it's *toot*
purpletenderness (10:49:34 PM): and i da janji tanak panggil die abng
purpletenderness (10:49:35 PM): ahahaha
clich_j (10:49:37 PM): tgkla *toot* ketawa (*toot* made the smiley which was laughing while rolling on the floor)
clich_j (10:49:44 PM): hodoh btul
purpletenderness (10:49:47 PM): aiyyoo...sudah2 la tuu
purpletenderness (10:49:53 PM): kang pengsan la plak
split_sk8mania (10:50:02 PM): *toot* sayang jaja
split_sk8mania (10:50:08 PM): jaja sayang tak *toot* ???
purpletenderness (10:50:10 PM): jaja pun sayang *toot*
clich_j (10:50:15 PM): jaja sayang nabby
purpletenderness (10:50:15 PM): jaja juga sayang nabila
purpletenderness (10:50:21 PM): hehehe
purpletenderness (10:50:24 PM): kan da cakap
clich_j (10:50:28 PM): nabby juga sayang jaja
purpletenderness (10:50:30 PM): nabila pun sayaaaaanng jojo
split_sk8mania (10:50:35 PM): jaja sayang nabby...
purpletenderness (10:50:35 PM): huahahaha
split_sk8mania (10:50:38 PM): *toot*..??
purpletenderness (10:50:44 PM): *toot*?? siape *toot*?
clich_j (10:50:45 PM): jojo pun sayang nabby
purpletenderness (10:50:50 PM): lmao =p
split_sk8mania (10:50:59 PM): sapa jojo?
clich_j (10:51:05 PM): *toot* blablabla ker?
purpletenderness (10:51:12 PM): jojo tu jaja la. jaja tu jojie..jojie tu jojo
split_sk8mania (10:51:12 PM): k
clich_j (10:51:13 PM): jojo i lar yang
clich_j (10:51:21 PM): hahahaha funny
clich_j (10:51:41 PM): b, td i download byk gler lg frankie j
split_sk8mania (10:51:42 PM): kk
purpletenderness (10:51:51 PM): cool
clich_j (10:52:09 PM): me nerd
purpletenderness (10:52:16 PM): kan besh kalau ramai lg leh chat at the moment..
clich_j (10:52:22 PM): yang b tu bkn u tau
purpletenderness (10:52:32 PM): aiyyoo
clich_j (10:52:33 PM): if u nk i pggl u b pun bley
purpletenderness (10:52:37 PM): which b r u talking to?
purpletenderness (10:52:45 PM): dis is sooo confusing
clich_j (10:52:47 PM): bunny hunny
split_sk8mania (10:52:48 PM): huhu
purpletenderness (10:52:55 PM): oh b laki yeee

the part when alan first joined us

Yahoo! Messenger (11:33:11 PM): alan_casroh has joined the conference.
Yahoo! Messenger (11:33:19 PM): split_sk8mania has joined the conference.
clich_j (11:33:28 PM): bbbbbbb
alan_casroh (11:33:32 PM): allo
purpletenderness (11:33:33 PM): wow
clich_j (11:33:35 PM): alo
purpletenderness (11:33:38 PM): every1 is here
clich_j (11:33:43 PM): yesh
split_sk8mania (11:33:46 PM): hehe
alan_casroh (11:34:16 PM): nie suma sapa????
clich_j (11:34:20 PM): huhu huhuhu
split_sk8mania (11:34:25 PM): i adem...
clich_j (11:34:36 PM): erm hi adem
split_sk8mania (11:34:45 PM): hai b..
purpletenderness (11:34:48 PM): i myra
clich_j (11:34:54 PM): nabby say hi to adam
split_sk8mania (11:34:55 PM): hai nabby...
split_sk8mania (11:35:00 PM): n u??
clich_j (11:35:03 PM): nabbyyyyy
purpletenderness (11:35:04 PM): sape nabby??
split_sk8mania (11:35:05 PM): alan ehh
purpletenderness (11:35:05 PM): lmao
purpletenderness (11:35:12 PM): hehe
clich_j (11:35:13 PM): hahahahaha
purpletenderness (11:35:14 PM): hiyaa
clich_j (11:35:22 PM): myra konon
clich_j (11:35:25 PM): iiman
purpletenderness (11:35:26 PM): ye rrrr
purpletenderness (11:35:35 PM): alan np diam?
split_sk8mania (11:35:44 PM): myra
clich_j (11:35:49 PM): hello
clich_j (11:35:53 PM): i iman
alan_casroh (11:36:09 PM): x tauu nk ckp ape
purpletenderness (11:36:12 PM): i hana
clich_j (11:36:13 PM): ohh
purpletenderness (11:36:16 PM): huhuh
purpletenderness (11:36:17 PM): hi alan
clich_j (11:36:23 PM): b stop changing ur name
clich_j (11:36:39 PM): adem... hunny where r u?
alan_casroh (11:36:42 PM): hii
clich_j (11:36:50 PM): hii u buat aper?
purpletenderness (11:37:02 PM): huahahaha
purpletenderness (11:37:07 PM): ok
clich_j (11:37:09 PM): huahahahaha
purpletenderness (11:37:17 PM): ok ok..hi kawan-kawan, name saya nabila
clich_j (11:37:17 PM): now onli read arh?
split_sk8mania (11:37:19 PM): b i here..
split_sk8mania (11:37:27 PM): nabila??
clich_j (11:37:28 PM): u g mane?
purpletenderness (11:37:33 PM): yep
purpletenderness (11:37:35 PM): y?
purpletenderness (11:37:50 PM): alan pening kaaa?
clich_j (11:37:52 PM): i tanye adem lar
split_sk8mania (11:37:53 PM): saja jer..
split_sk8mania (11:37:54 PM): hehe
split_sk8mania (11:38:04 PM): hehe
purpletenderness (11:38:09 PM): aiyyooo
split_sk8mania (11:38:23 PM): yes b
clich_j (11:38:26 PM): its banana B-A-N-A-NA-S

* b is me. b is also jaja's hunny (die baru je start calling him b, but all this while...jaja has been calling me b. so that's why la the conversation above was pretty confusing and crazy gak in my opinion heheh)

- posted by wildtenderness @ 04:22 pm
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SO I SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS AND SHE SAID : SHUT UUPPPP!!!

i'm chatting with kak anis at the moment. she's at one of the cc's in section 2 and i'm still at home. i'm going home in a matter of a couple of hours and here i am, having a crazy conversation with kak anis ;)

last night..i chatted with jojo again. this time, *toot* joined us as well as alan (later on) ;) we had a great time chatting! crazylah! talking about nonsense stuff huaahaha. i got online a bit later than the previous night and jaja was pm-ing me asking me to online. (the computer was on but i was busy doing meas. so can't chat with her at that time though i saw her message hehehe).

so i didn't tell you how the impromptu speech went did i? it went okay. thank God! but i was shaking dude!! i was shaking and trembling like crazy!! thank goodness, i didn't go through the usual phase whenever i'm nervous which is fumbling with words...but i WAS SO NERVOUS! it went okay because i've prepared..hehe..so it wasn't really an impromptu thing lah! but it was a first step kan? i spoke in front of the class. that's the main problem isn't it? nervousness and how to overcome it ;)

i finally managed to finish off my meas hw ;) however, i left the disposal and filling parts as i didn't understand a thing what en. nasyairi had explained about on those two parts the other day. i was soooo busy keeping myself awake! heheh..so i wasn't exactly in the class lah..that's why i couldn't grasp a thing he said last Thursday ;)

anyway, i'm going off la now. gonna get myself ready ;) tata~

conversation with kak anis

vink85 (2:56:18 PM): eh...sori, sape nih?
purpletenderness (3:21:16 PM): AKAK NI NABILAAA LAAAA
vink85 (3:21:23 PM): inalillah
purpletenderness (3:21:29 PM): aiyyoooo
vink85 (3:21:30 PM): bape byk tuka id nih
vink85 (3:21:31 PM): ceh
purpletenderness (3:21:33 PM): hehe
purpletenderness (3:21:36 PM): yg lain tak pakai da
purpletenderness (3:21:46 PM): yg mana ade purple tu ...kite lar..sape lg huahaha
purpletenderness (3:21:58 PM): eh btw, kite dah dload kn byk lg so7
purpletenderness (3:22:14 PM): tp ade lg yang takleh dload for the moment...nanti2 kite try lg k
vink85 (3:22:15 PM): yeayyyyyyyyyyy
vink85 (3:22:21 PM): makin sayang la gini
vink85 (3:22:22 PM): eheheh
purpletenderness (3:22:24 PM): akak kat mawar ke nih?
purpletenderness (3:22:26 PM): hehehe
vink85 (3:22:27 PM): jahatnyer
vink85 (3:22:28 PM): takpe
vink85 (3:22:33 PM): cdg nak wat cd so7
vink85 (3:22:37 PM): tp cdnyer tak beli lg
vink85 (3:22:41 PM): takpe nnti2 la
vink85 (3:22:45 PM): kat sek 2
vink85 (3:22:47 PM): busan
vink85 (3:22:55 PM): nabby ader promotion kete savvy kat uitm
vink85 (3:22:56 PM): best
purpletenderness (3:22:59 PM): ok...beli la nanti...kat ko-op pn ade rasanye
purpletenderness (3:23:02 PM): promotion ape?
vink85 (3:23:04 PM): ader byk jual cd...ori
vink85 (3:23:13 PM): tp harger dh kurang rm5
purpletenderness (3:23:18 PM): ya kaaaa???
purpletenderness (3:23:20 PM): wowowowow
vink85 (3:24:21 PM): ader cte yg privier kat underworld tuh
vink85 (3:24:33 PM): tp akak mls nk beli..sbb dah beli lotr
purpletenderness (3:24:38 PM): oh ye ke
purpletenderness (3:24:44 PM): privier? ape tu?
vink85 (3:25:40 PM): eh...preview....silap eja
purpletenderness (3:25:47 PM): oh ye ke
purpletenderness (3:25:57 PM): preview to mcm trailer kan??
purpletenderness (3:26:06 PM): nape akk nak beli lg? kite kn ade muvi tu
vink85 (3:26:25 PM): ala...nih personal collection
purpletenderness (3:26:31 PM): oh hehehe
purpletenderness (3:26:34 PM): okaayyy
vink85 (3:26:40 PM): tak..citer tuh yg pelakon 70s show jd bos org tua tuh
purpletenderness (3:26:49 PM): oooh ye ke
purpletenderness (3:26:55 PM): okaayy
purpletenderness (3:26:59 PM): tak penah dgr la kak
purpletenderness (3:27:05 PM): akak ni terlalu informative sgt ler
vink85 (3:27:08 PM): isk isk
vink85 (3:27:27 PM): la...dah die beli cte underworld tuh....kan awal2 ader tunjuk cte2 terbaru
purpletenderness (3:27:53 PM): oh eh a'aaaa
purpletenderness (3:27:55 PM): hehehe
purpletenderness (3:28:46 PM): heheh
purpletenderness (3:28:55 PM): akak da lama ke kt cc ni
purpletenderness (3:28:55 PM): ?
vink85 (3:29:34 PM): tak gak
vink85 (3:29:39 PM): kol 3 lebey
purpletenderness (3:29:45 PM): oh br ler ni hehe
vink85 (3:30:03 PM): yeah bebeh
vink85 (3:30:08 PM): tunggu abg2 masuk
vink85 (3:30:10 PM): huhuhu
purpletenderness (3:30:40 PM): astaghfiruallah'azim!!! abang mane la plak??? akak..bawa mengucap kak!! kang marah abang akak kang...susah akak!
vink85 (3:31:00 PM): eh.....jgn takut
vink85 (3:31:05 PM): nih abg virtual
vink85 (3:31:07 PM): ehehehe
purpletenderness (3:31:10 PM): hahahaha
purpletenderness (3:31:14 PM): kesian abang reality
vink85 (3:31:19 PM): boifren ilusi
vink85 (3:31:22 PM): reality takpe
purpletenderness (3:31:24 PM): huahaha
purpletenderness (3:31:29 PM): siaaannn dieerrrrr kaaakkkkk
purpletenderness (3:31:34 PM): tak baik tauuuuu main kayu 5
vink85 (3:31:50 PM): (tgh kire pakai jari....)
vink85 (3:31:54 PM): erm...ader 4 jek
purpletenderness (3:31:59 PM): eh ye ke?
purpletenderness (3:32:06 PM): lorr...4 pun byk gak tuh!
vink85 (3:32:19 PM): jadikla..kak shi tuh ader 6
purpletenderness (3:32:23 PM): reduce la kak ke level 1 jer...
purpletenderness (3:32:29 PM): astaghfirullahal'azim!!
purpletenderness (3:32:34 PM): enaaammmm?
purpletenderness (3:32:40 PM): ape nak jadi ngan korang ni
vink85 (3:32:43 PM): die..besala
vink85 (3:32:45 PM): lg hebat
purpletenderness (3:32:48 PM): insaf2 la kakak2 sekalian
vink85 (3:32:56 PM): tuh...kola underestimate kami yg single2 nih
purpletenderness (3:32:56 PM): ahaha
purpletenderness (3:33:02 PM): eh tak penah kak
purpletenderness (3:33:05 PM): tak penah
purpletenderness (3:33:10 PM): kite pun takde abang lg tauuu
vink85 (3:33:57 PM): eheheheh
vink85 (3:34:02 PM): eiiii
vink85 (3:34:08 PM): meh la belaja ngan kami
purpletenderness (3:34:20 PM): tu la, ingt nak tuntut gak sikit ilmu dr korang
purpletenderness (3:34:29 PM): tu yang kata nak ikut biler korang gi jalan2 cr jantan tuh
purpletenderness (3:34:34 PM): nak tau gak ape rahsia korang nih
purpletenderness (3:34:36 PM): hehehe
vink85 (3:34:53 PM): eheheh
vink85 (3:34:57 PM): jalan kene menggoda
vink85 (3:35:02 PM): lirikan mate..kene fokus
purpletenderness (3:35:16 PM): oooh gitu kaa??
purpletenderness (3:35:22 PM): mcm tu je ke boleh dpt abang kak?
vink85 (3:36:05 PM): kompem
vink85 (3:36:08 PM): ramai dtg
purpletenderness (3:36:18 PM): WOW!! nak try la esok!
purpletenderness (3:36:19 PM): hehehe
vink85 (3:36:25 PM): gerenti punyer
purpletenderness (3:36:26 PM): tgk abang mane yg terpikat huahaha
vink85 (3:36:33 PM): abg syed
vink85 (3:36:34 PM): huhuh
purpletenderness (3:36:38 PM): kalo takde kak? ade money-back guarantee x?
vink85 (3:36:39 PM): tak pon..abg dm
purpletenderness (3:36:40 PM): issshhh
purpletenderness (3:36:43 PM): taknak laaa
purpletenderness (3:36:49 PM): abg syed tu kan akak punye
vink85 (3:37:00 PM): tak bg duit blk sbb nih boleh digunakan sepanjang hayat
purpletenderness (3:37:03 PM): abg dm?? xpela..kang kene dating kt dm la plak!
purpletenderness (3:37:17 PM): huahaha..ye ke?? aiseymen..oklaa...kite try dulu ek
vink85 (3:37:31 PM): jgn tak try
vink85 (3:37:35 PM): mlm nih ader konsert
purpletenderness (3:37:46 PM): isshh..mane leh..dah tuntut ilmu..kene praktikkannye kak
purpletenderness (3:37:49 PM): konsert ape??
vink85 (3:37:51 PM): VE,one buck short,gerhana ska cinta, dina msian idol.ako mustafa
purpletenderness (3:37:52 PM): ish beshnyerrr!
purpletenderness (3:37:55 PM): kat?
vink85 (3:37:59 PM): dan ramai lg
vink85 (3:38:10 PM): kat stadium
purpletenderness (3:38:14 PM): uitm?
vink85 (3:38:17 PM): meh dtg ramai2
purpletenderness (3:38:19 PM): yaayyyyy!!!
purpletenderness (3:38:27 PM): nak pegila (kalo rajin)
purpletenderness (3:38:30 PM): heheh
vink85 (3:38:53 PM): kami...ggl pegi
vink85 (3:38:59 PM): geng geng lepak
purpletenderness (3:39:11 PM): yee paham...lili dah bgtau ape tu GGL
purpletenderness (3:39:13 PM): heheh
purpletenderness (3:39:16 PM): wow
vink85 (3:39:24 PM):
purpletenderness (3:39:27 PM): sume ahli ggl pegila yee
vink85 (3:39:36 PM): insyallah
purpletenderness (3:39:54 PM): hehehe
purpletenderness (3:40:46 PM): COOL!
vink85 (3:42:43 PM): http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1122184894ddy
vink85 (3:42:49 PM): nabby....buatla..best
purpletenderness (3:42:50 PM): eh aper tu
purpletenderness (3:42:53 PM): ok
purpletenderness (3:42:54 PM): jap
vink85 (3:43:10 PM): ala..test2
vink85 (3:43:17 PM): cam tickle tuh
purpletenderness (3:43:33 PM): oh ye ke
purpletenderness (3:43:39 PM): haa..org tgk jap
vink85 (3:43:48 PM): yups
vink85 (3:43:54 PM): marilah mari...kite buat ini
purpletenderness (3:44:20 PM): marriiii! tp kan kak kite pakai email lame tau...
purpletenderness (3:44:31 PM): email br ni untuk frenster aje hehe
vink85 (3:44:53 PM): ooo............japs
vink85 (3:45:00 PM): bg email mu yg sebenanyer
purpletenderness (3:45:16 PM): email frenster la yg in current : ************@yahoo.com
vink85 (3:46:22 PM): email2 yg bagi2 email ape?
purpletenderness (3:46:36 PM): hahaha
purpletenderness (3:46:48 PM): kite bg email lamer...tp still check la email tu...
purpletenderness (3:46:48 PM): akak
purpletenderness (3:46:51 PM): akak!!!
purpletenderness (3:47:00 PM): sape zuhaili tu??
purpletenderness (3:47:08 PM): kite telah ditipu!
purpletenderness (3:47:21 PM): dan zuhaili tu dah dpt informasi terkini ttg kiteeee
purpletenderness (3:47:27 PM): eeeeiii maluunyeerrrr
vink85 (3:47:39 PM): haaaaaaaaaaa
vink85 (3:49:02 PM): uiksa
vink85 (3:49:06 PM): wah
vink85 (3:49:09 PM): aku x bersalah
vink85 (3:49:14 PM): org fwd jek
vink85 (3:49:15 PM): cets
purpletenderness (3:49:29 PM): hahaha
purpletenderness (3:49:31 PM): actually
purpletenderness (3:49:35 PM): kite penah wat mende ni
vink85 (3:49:45 PM): ehehehe
purpletenderness (3:49:45 PM): tp akak xleh gune url yg die bg kak akak
purpletenderness (3:49:46 PM): hehe
vink85 (3:49:51 PM): beta pon same
purpletenderness (3:49:51 PM): akk kene wat akaknyer sendiri
vink85 (3:50:02 PM): tp ter paste yg same
purpletenderness (3:50:08 PM): nasib baik kite tak mengarut yb bukan2 sgt huahahaha
vink85 (3:50:12 PM): eheheheheh
purpletenderness (3:50:17 PM): terkezut kang si zuhaili tuh!
vink85 (3:50:22 PM): tp member bg....akak tulis name 2dak kelas
vink85 (3:50:24 PM): huhuhuhu
purpletenderness (3:50:56 PM): giler laahh!
vink85 (3:52:03 PM): First Crush: bobo
                               Biggest Crush: bobo
                               Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes
                               Boyfriend/girlfriend's Name: bobo
                               Current status of your relationship: Wanna break off after having sex
                               Ever had sex in your life? No
                               Porn Sites/Movies: Yes
                               How many times do you masturbate in a week? More than 7 times
                               Are you attracted to an individual of the same sex? Yes
                               Preferred Skin Complexion: Dark
                              What turns you on the most? aku dah tahu mender ni, x yah ler....
vink85 (3:52:05 PM): eheheheh
vink85 (3:52:13 PM): kawan...laki....bg kat laki
vink85 (3:52:17 PM): jd menggelikan la plak
purpletenderness (3:52:25 PM): eeeeeeiii
purpletenderness (3:52:27 PM): hehe
purpletenderness (3:52:31 PM): more than 7 times?
purpletenderness (3:52:34 PM): serious case tuh!
purpletenderness (3:52:38 PM): huahahaha
vink85 (3:52:47 PM): huhuhuhu
vink85 (3:52:53 PM): sexually active
vink85 (3:52:55 PM): takutla
purpletenderness (3:52:58 PM): yeah baby yeah!!
vink85 (3:52:59 PM): ala..die main2 tuh
purpletenderness (3:53:05 PM): ye taauuu
purpletenderness (3:53:08 PM): giler giler
vink85 (3:53:48 PM): eheheh
vink85 (3:53:54 PM): kene jage2 laki skang
purpletenderness (3:54:16 PM): tu laaa
purpletenderness (3:54:23 PM): laki skrg ske sgt main kayu 5
purpletenderness (3:54:25 PM): huahaha
vink85 (3:54:29 PM): kalah i
purpletenderness (3:54:33 PM): kalo leh 10, 10 10 pun dia nak
purpletenderness (3:54:36 PM): tu la
purpletenderness (3:54:46 PM): lelaki salu ajer advance dr ppuan
purpletenderness (3:55:08 PM): tgkla...dlm penjara pun...yang hisap dadah pun...dorang lg ramai dr kite huahaha
vink85 (3:55:22 PM): doktor tuh
vink85 (3:55:25 PM): ok what
purpletenderness (3:55:32 PM): hehehe
purpletenderness (3:55:56 PM): eh akak
purpletenderness (3:56:05 PM): kite rs kite kene kuar dl la
purpletenderness (3:56:07 PM): nak siap
purpletenderness (3:56:13 PM): ptg sat ni nak blk kolej da
purpletenderness (3:56:14 PM): hehehe
purpletenderness (3:56:32 PM): jumpe kt bilik aite? toootles~
purpletenderness (3:56:49 PM): jgn ngorat lebih2...tinggalkan sket untuk orang tauuu...babaiii~
vink85 (3:57:19 PM): eheheh
vink85 (3:57:21 PM): ok ok
vink85 (3:57:26 PM): mari..mari pulang
purpletenderness (3:57:29 PM): huahah
purpletenderness (3:57:34 PM): ok ok....
        -end-

- posted by wildtenderness @ 04:04 pm
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

CRAZY CONVERSATION

the conversation has been edited. and the names of people involved in this conversation have been changed ;)

*the earlier part was rather boring*

purpletenderness (12:00:05 AM): hahahaha
clich_j (12:00:09 AM): nabby is yapping
purpletenderness (12:00:15 AM): i'm NOTTTTTTTT
clich_j (12:00:17 AM): yap yap yap
purpletenderness (12:00:21 AM): i'm not
clich_j (12:00:28 AM): n wiggle n wiggle again
purpletenderness (12:00:31 AM): lol
purpletenderness (12:00:34 AM): wiggle
purpletenderness (12:00:36 AM): i like that
clich_j (12:00:43 AM): like wut?
purpletenderness (12:00:47 AM): the word wiggle
clich_j (12:00:49 AM): wiggle?
purpletenderness (12:00:52 AM): it sounds funny
clich_j (12:00:52 AM): hehehe
clich_j (12:01:00 AM): mcm cheeky jer
purpletenderness (12:01:03 AM): yep yep
clich_j (12:01:17 AM): huhuhuh
clich_j (12:01:24 AM): hey u kno
purpletenderness (12:01:38 AM): dun call me yapping la..it's as if i sound like a dog ler...;( if u wanna say i babble yeah sure
purpletenderness (12:01:42 AM): know wat?
clich_j (12:01:45 AM): yesterday i was so damn scared
purpletenderness (12:01:49 AM): abt wut?
clich_j (12:01:58 AM): abt the whole pak guard thing
purpletenderness (12:02:03 AM): really?
purpletenderness (12:02:08 AM): tell me la what happened
clich_j (12:02:23 AM): never in muh life meeting a guy outside klj
purpletenderness (12:02:32 AM): ok
clich_j (12:02:39 AM): n then chat lame2 lar of course
purpletenderness (12:02:51 AM): ok
clich_j (12:02:51 AM): n then pak guard dtg
clich_j (12:02:55 AM): huhu
clich_j (12:02:58 AM): u kno
purpletenderness (12:03:03 AM): yup?
purpletenderness (12:03:08 AM): it's ok la
purpletenderness (12:03:17 AM): its not like u did anything wrong pun
clich_j (12:03:25 AM): kak zam kt sblh bilik kite tu was laughing her ass off
purpletenderness (12:03:31 AM): about ?
clich_j (12:03:44 AM): when she saw me running away frm pak guard
clich_j (12:03:47 AM): hahahahaha
clich_j (12:04:00 AM): it was kind of cool experience
purpletenderness (12:04:18 AM): she did?
clich_j (12:04:22 AM): she did
purpletenderness (12:04:29 AM): hehe...must be a moment to remember!
clich_j (12:04:36 AM): yesza
purpletenderness (12:04:38 AM): it's got to be hilarious then!
clich_j (12:04:42 AM): i want to tell u
clich_j (12:04:59 AM): but got so many ppl in our room
purpletenderness (12:05:05 AM): it's ok
clich_j (12:05:37 AM): dats the whole point of ckp u ni yap
clich_j (12:05:51 AM): not to make you look like dog
clich_j (12:06:07 AM): but to make u sound liek chicken
purpletenderness (12:06:09 AM): oh okay...
clich_j (12:06:11 AM): hahahahaha
purpletenderness (12:06:16 AM): chicken doesnt yap hun
purpletenderness (12:06:18 AM): dogs do
purpletenderness (12:06:20 AM): chicken...
purpletenderness (12:06:22 AM): erm...
clich_j (12:06:25 AM): no chicken yap
purpletenderness (12:06:25 AM): chicken what ah?
clich_j (12:06:31 AM): chicken lar
purpletenderness (12:06:37 AM): no i mean...
clich_j (12:06:39 AM): like yap yap yap
purpletenderness (12:06:43 AM): if dog yaps...chicken what eh
clich_j (12:06:44 AM): hur hur hur
clich_j (12:06:59 AM): anjing haram lar!!!
purpletenderness (12:07:02 AM): ok ok i get wat u mean
purpletenderness (12:07:03 AM): lol
clich_j (12:07:16 AM): n butchicken really yap lar
purpletenderness (12:07:35 AM): i tot u meant to say i sound like a dog yapping...it hurts yanno i feel like dunwanna yap(talk) anymore
purpletenderness (12:07:37 AM): lol
purpletenderness (12:07:39 AM): ya ka?
purpletenderness (12:07:41 AM): okay okay
clich_j (12:07:53 AM): malique said chicken yap
clich_j (12:08:08 AM): its not just yap talk
purpletenderness (12:08:12 AM): oh ok ok
clich_j (12:08:23 AM): its yap talk in a chicken way
clich_j (12:08:33 AM): hahahaha
purpletenderness (12:08:54 AM): ok
purpletenderness (12:08:55 AM): hey
purpletenderness (12:09:10 AM): i'm done updating my prof
clich_j (12:09:54 AM): ur profile?
purpletenderness (12:10:00 AM): yesh
clich_j (12:10:10 AM): i tot profesor or sumthing
purpletenderness (12:10:36 AM): oh
purpletenderness (12:10:37 AM): no
purpletenderness (12:10:39 AM): profile
clich_j (12:11:10 AM): mell is more important!!!!!!
clich_j (12:11:16 AM): hahahaha
purpletenderness (12:11:21 AM): ah?
clich_j (12:11:33 AM): nethinlar...
purpletenderness (12:11:37 AM): oh ok
purpletenderness (12:11:40 AM): aiyyooo
clich_j (12:11:45 AM): hehehe
purpletenderness (12:12:01 AM): eh brb k, gonna take some air la
clich_j (12:12:10 AM): ey yesterday if u bls earlier i can but lots of vcd u kno
purpletenderness (12:12:51 AM): eh later la..no one wants to teman me go d/stairs..
purpletenderness (12:12:53 AM): oh ye ke?
purpletenderness (12:12:55 AM): shori ler
purpletenderness (12:13:03 AM): sound muvi was kuat la last nite
purpletenderness (12:13:06 AM): tak dgr ler
purpletenderness (12:13:09 AM): eyh btw
clich_j (12:13:09 AM): no la small matter
purpletenderness (12:13:16 AM): heheh
purpletenderness (12:13:18 AM): nothing la
purpletenderness (12:13:22 AM): i'm hungry la
clich_j (12:13:23 AM): wut
clich_j (12:13:27 AM): betta tel
purpletenderness (12:13:30 AM): lol
clich_j (12:13:32 AM): if notttttt
purpletenderness (12:13:33 AM): malu lerrrr
clich_j (12:13:40 AM): wut?

*the part after conversation above can't show to people la. personal stuff hehehe*

*...and so continue again....*

clich_j (12:37:59 AM): i'm happy seeing u happy
purpletenderness (12:38:11 AM): hehe
purpletenderness (12:38:15 AM): who's happy? =p
purpletenderness (12:38:17 AM): lol
purpletenderness (12:38:19 AM): ye ke
purpletenderness (12:38:22 AM): huhu y ah?
clich_j (12:38:26 AM): it's been a long time ur happy
purpletenderness (12:38:35 AM): gee sister..i AM happy
purpletenderness (12:38:43 AM): dun make it as if i'm a sad pathetic case
clich_j (12:38:44 AM): like u said la juz now
purpletenderness (12:38:52 AM): ooh dat ka
clich_j (12:38:54 AM): see...good express it
purpletenderness (12:39:04 AM): bt i'm still hepi tho
purpletenderness (12:39:05 AM): hehe
purpletenderness (12:39:17 AM): atleast i know my family loves me so mucho
purpletenderness (12:39:18 AM): hhehe
purpletenderness (12:39:30 AM): ey still smsing with abang ka?
clich_j (12:39:49 AM): oi wait lar...
clich_j (12:39:57 AM): muh bestfren larrr
purpletenderness (12:40:01 AM): hehe ok ok
purpletenderness (12:40:13 AM): take ur time la
purpletenderness (12:40:19 AM): gonna updaye my blog la
purpletenderness (12:40:37 AM): update i mean
clich_j (12:41:54 AM): ohhh goin to write abt ur ABANG la tu...
clich_j (12:42:05 AM): heheheheh
clich_j (12:42:16 AM): i'm goin to call *toot1* as well
purpletenderness (12:42:28 AM): *toot1* hu?
clich_j (12:42:31 AM): u stop call *toot2* abg n i stop call *toot1* abg
purpletenderness (12:42:34 AM): which?
purpletenderness (12:42:36 AM): oh
purpletenderness (12:42:42 AM): aler
clich_j (12:42:47 AM): elehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh buat x tau plak
purpletenderness (12:42:51 AM): tak beshnye cm ni
clich_j (12:42:56 AM): abg
purpletenderness (12:42:56 AM): no i tot
clich_j (12:42:57 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:00 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:02 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:04 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:06 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:08 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:10 AM): abg
purpletenderness (12:43:11 AM): u r talking abt ur neighbour
clich_j (12:43:11 AM): abg
purpletenderness (12:43:15 AM): aiyyoo
purpletenderness (12:43:17 AM): ok
clich_j (12:43:18 AM): huh?
purpletenderness (12:43:20 AM): i stop
clich_j (12:43:22 AM): no lar...
clich_j (12:43:27 AM): ur abg
clich_j (12:43:31 AM): hehehehehe
purpletenderness (12:43:32 AM): heyyyyy
clich_j (12:43:35 AM): abg
purpletenderness (12:43:37 AM): not my abg la
clich_j (12:43:37 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:38 AM): abg
clich_j (12:43:39 AM): abg
purpletenderness (12:43:45 AM): ok ok
clich_j (12:43:51 AM): gosh i can do this all nite long
purpletenderness (12:43:54 AM): we make a deal k
clich_j (12:44:03 AM): what's the deal?
purpletenderness (12:44:04 AM): i stop calling *toot2* abg
clich_j (12:44:10 AM): yesshhh
purpletenderness (12:44:16 AM): n u stop calling *toot1* abg
clich_j (12:44:17 AM): call him hunny
purpletenderness (12:44:20 AM): ok
clich_j (12:44:25 AM): HUNNY
purpletenderness (12:44:28 AM): stiill smsing with ur hunny?
clich_j (12:44:37 AM): no....
clich_j (12:44:55 AM): his battery conked
clich_j (12:45:05 AM): poor thing
purpletenderness (12:45:11 AM): aww
purpletenderness (12:45:14 AM): poor thing
clich_j (12:45:15 AM): but once he comes home
clich_j (12:45:34 AM): i'm goin to ask him to online
clich_j (12:45:37 AM): heheheheh
clich_j (12:45:53 AM): can we online together2
purpletenderness (12:46:17 AM): hehe cool
clich_j (12:46:46 AM): my sister is strippppppp
clich_j (12:46:50 AM): waxing
clich_j (12:46:55 AM): hehehehe
purpletenderness (12:47:02 AM): cooolll
clich_j (12:47:10 AM): wake up!!!!
purpletenderness (12:47:14 AM): dun forget to bring d strip wax yea
clich_j (12:47:16 AM): hey u know wut?
purpletenderness (12:47:19 AM): wut
clich_j (12:47:23 AM): ok ok
clich_j (12:47:28 AM): gotta tel u dis
purpletenderness (12:47:31 AM): sure
purpletenderness (12:47:38 AM): shoot
clich_j (12:47:47 AM): yesterday i hung out wit h**** aite?
purpletenderness (12:47:52 AM): yep
clich_j (12:49:18 AM): he brought his fren along named bot the guys were talking abt gal... n it sounded so scary....h**** like dis archi student rmmbr i told u abt it?n a law student
purpletenderness (12:49:42 AM): ok
purpletenderness (12:49:46 AM): n then
clich_j (12:50:16 AM): the guys were talking about gal's breast n stuff
purpletenderness (12:50:28 AM): gee they did?
purpletenderness (12:50:39 AM): aiyoo gossipping huh
clich_j (12:50:42 AM): h**** even commented on the archi's mke bintik2
purpletenderness (12:50:51 AM): aiyyyooo
clich_j (12:50:53 AM): wut lar...
purpletenderness (12:50:58 AM): so critical one la he
purpletenderness (12:51:04 AM): him*
clich_j (12:51:17 AM): he even asked the law gal go out fer a movie
purpletenderness (12:51:22 AM): cool
clich_j (12:51:25 AM): aiyaiyaiyai
purpletenderness (12:51:36 AM): eh
purpletenderness (12:51:39 AM): not cool
purpletenderness (12:51:47 AM): hes got a gf kn
purpletenderness (12:51:50 AM): not cool!!
clich_j (12:51:51 AM): i'm not totally agree abt the whole thing
purpletenderness (12:51:53 AM): not
clich_j (12:51:53 AM): yes
purpletenderness (12:52:02 AM): guys r scary
clich_j (12:52:18 AM): yes they are scary
purpletenderness (12:52:44 AM): i wonder if d guys in our class do dat too
clich_j (12:53:25 AM): yelaaaa
purpletenderness (12:53:39 AM): dey do?
purpletenderness (12:53:45 AM): ohmigawwwdddd
clich_j (12:54:02 AM): i mean i agree wit u
purpletenderness (12:54:05 AM): that is like sssoooooooo verryyyy scaryyyy
purpletenderness (12:54:10 AM): oh
purpletenderness (12:54:12 AM): ok
purpletenderness (12:54:13 AM): lol
clich_j (12:54:29 AM): hey can u wait fer a whle?
purpletenderness (12:54:35 AM): sure
purpletenderness (12:54:37 AM): hun
purpletenderness (12:54:41 AM): take ur time
clich_j (12:55:49 AM): i'm backkkkk
clich_j (12:56:01 AM): muh back is aching
purpletenderness (12:56:12 AM): cian
purpletenderness (12:56:13 AM): y?
purpletenderness (12:56:16 AM): measurement eh
purpletenderness (12:56:28 AM): ask ur hunny to rub it la for u
purpletenderness (12:56:29 AM): huhuh
clich_j (12:57:18 AM): i hope these BABI guys ended up with ugly aced super attitude bitch or even whore!!!
clich_j (12:57:27 AM): *faced
purpletenderness (12:57:38 AM): hehehe yep yep
purpletenderness (12:57:44 AM): they onli know to kutuk perempuan
purpletenderness (12:57:50 AM): jahat
clich_j (12:57:52 AM): yes yes yes
purpletenderness (12:58:00 AM): is h**** included in ur wish tuh?
clich_j (12:58:06 AM): they think they are so great!!!
purpletenderness (12:58:10 AM): yep
clich_j (12:58:16 AM): not really lar
clich_j (12:58:29 AM): but i hope he'll learn his lesson
purpletenderness (12:58:32 AM): i believe in flaws are wat make ppl unique
purpletenderness (12:58:35 AM): geee
clich_j (12:58:41 AM): agree
purpletenderness (12:58:43 AM): dats y la i hate guys meh
clich_j (12:58:44 AM): totally
purpletenderness (12:58:52 AM): they scare me dude
clich_j (12:58:56 AM): really?
purpletenderness (12:59:00 AM): they point out every single flaw u hv
clich_j (12:59:05 AM): feminist heh?
purpletenderness (12:59:11 AM): and leave u feel insecure
clich_j (12:59:17 AM): like they never had one!!!
purpletenderness (12:59:21 AM): and moreover, i'm sooo not perfect
purpletenderness (12:59:23 AM): geee
clich_j (12:59:27 AM): me too
purpletenderness (12:59:35 AM): the process of building ur self esteem isn't easy
clich_j (12:59:38 AM): he's not perfect as well
purpletenderness (12:59:42 AM): but we have to stand tall jaja!
purpletenderness (12:59:44 AM): heheh
clich_j (12:59:49 AM): yes
purpletenderness (12:59:51 AM): lebih lebih la plak i ni
clich_j (1:00:00 AM): we are the feminist extremist
clich_j (1:00:02 AM): hahahaha
purpletenderness (1:00:03 AM): geram seyh ckp psl guys ni
clich_j (1:00:09 AM): taliban gal feminist
purpletenderness (1:00:09 AM): they think they're perfect ka?
purpletenderness (1:00:11 AM): hahaha
purpletenderness (1:00:13 AM): taliban?
purpletenderness (1:00:15 AM): lmao
clich_j (1:00:18 AM): hahaha
clich_j (1:00:28 AM): i'm laughing maself
purpletenderness (1:00:52 AM): hehehe
purpletenderness (1:01:19 AM): whatca doing neway
clich_j (1:02:00 AM): messaging ma hunny
purpletenderness (1:02:04 AM): hehe
purpletenderness (1:02:07 AM): take ur time la
purpletenderness (1:02:10 AM): me updating my blog
clich_j (1:02:14 AM): ohhh
clich_j (1:02:34 AM): my 1st sister is goin to sleep in ma room lar
purpletenderness (1:02:44 AM): its ok
purpletenderness (1:02:47 AM): u wanna sleep ka
purpletenderness (1:02:50 AM): go la then
clich_j (1:03:04 AM): so cannot manja2 wit *toot2*
clich_j (1:03:12 AM): then she'll sure see
clich_j (1:03:19 AM): n then ckp gatal ka?
purpletenderness (1:03:19 AM): hehehe
purpletenderness (1:03:26 AM): poor thing
purpletenderness (1:03:27 AM): its ok
clich_j (1:03:29 AM): hahaha
purpletenderness (1:03:33 AM): its onli for tonite
clich_j (1:03:35 AM): i'm laughing
clich_j (1:03:48 AM): tomolo chat again hey
purpletenderness (1:04:19 AM): sure insyaallah
clich_j (1:04:31 AM): make it happen
purpletenderness (1:05:09 AM): insyallah la i said
purpletenderness (1:05:13 AM): if i tak penat
purpletenderness (1:05:19 AM): hehehe
purpletenderness (1:05:24 AM): aiyooo
purpletenderness (1:05:28 AM): whats dis?? *jojo used the garnier IMvironment thing*
clich_j (1:05:37 AM): hehehehe kewl huh?
purpletenderness (1:05:44 AM): yep
clich_j (1:05:52 AM): look at the guy
clich_j (1:06:12 AM): erm aroused
purpletenderness (1:06:16 AM): u laaa
purpletenderness (1:06:19 AM): i dont
purpletenderness (1:06:20 AM): huhuhu
clich_j (1:06:43 AM): elelelelele
clich_j (1:06:48 AM): total denial
purpletenderness (1:06:54 AM): aiyyooo
purpletenderness (1:06:58 AM): i da tekan whatever button
purpletenderness (1:07:04 AM): no guy la at the side tu
clich_j (1:07:05 AM): then?
purpletenderness (1:07:10 AM): how cn be aroused if no pic
purpletenderness (1:07:16 AM): gambar products adeler
clich_j (1:07:17 AM): tu lah
purpletenderness (1:07:18 AM): huhuh
clich_j (1:07:35 AM): ask him to bukak baju
clich_j (1:07:38 AM): hahaha
clich_j (1:07:46 AM): n entertain us tonite onli
purpletenderness (1:07:49 AM): heheheh
purpletenderness (1:07:52 AM): u ask la
purpletenderness (1:07:53 AM): i malu ler
clich_j (1:07:56 AM): u lar
clich_j (1:07:59 AM): i shy lar
clich_j (1:08:04 AM): hhahaha
purpletenderness (1:08:19 AM): hehe u la
purpletenderness (1:08:22 AM): i malu laa
clich_j (1:08:43 AM): u la
purpletenderness (1:09:05 AM): hehehe lmao
purpletenderness (1:09:08 AM): u crazy la

*the last part of the conversation oso was rather boring*

- posted by wildtenderness @ 01:50 am
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IF YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONE STALKING ME, THINK AGAIN

woohoo.. so i'm home again for the weekend hehe ;) no class today so *yaaaay*, should've come home yesterday evening lagi but we were supposed to have law replacement class last night which was cancelled at the last minute...so yeah ended up going home today lah..;)

i want to talk about last night, but i can't. i've done something naughty heheh..so yeah..gotta keep my lips sealed about it la pulak...this is so not fun! =p

there so many novels in my room at the moment and i'm going crazyyyyy!!! hehe..not ours actually, mama borrows them from aunt ana...geee....she's got so many novels i tell you!! i've already got cleo and RD on my hands and now....novelss??? gee...i'm so really torn. plus with the homework i bring home...i really don't know which book to start with first heheh..

went to alin's profile on friendster and she's got 'if you're gone-mathcbox 20' lyrics up on the profile..oh well, i really want to talk to her. i'm so sibuk kan kan kan? but she said the other day she wants to talk to me so yeah...that made me kinda eager la to talk to her because the'd only mean she's got things to tell me about righty? i've got things to tell her too. some confusing things. some things that make me go pening and so on...

so anyway....today all i've been doing is clean the house. like mama said, the house is messy when we're(naddy and i) not home. hardly anyone takes care of the house. mama has been so very busy lately. abah doesn't clean the house. and adik...she is either plain malas or busy watching the idiot box. bleh =p

oh ey, i made some retarded changes to my profile hehehe ;)

i was chatting with jaja just now..will post some parts of the conversation later ;) crazy stuff! ;)

so anyway, tonight i'm gonna talk about traits that i like in a guy :

#1. i like gutsy guys but not too gutsy that he thinks he's so cool or something like that.
#2. i like guys with confidence but not too over-confident until i find him bongkak or stuck-up etc. (i hate BONGKAK guys!!)
#3. i like guys who are lazy.
#4. i like sweet guys.
#5. i like guys who admit what they're doing (say if he's playing tarik tali with me), not those who deny everything they did when i asked them what this and that (their words or actions) means.
#6. i like funny guys. but too funny that makes him look like a clown is not good either. the sense of humour should be moderate la.

actually there's more, but too malas to type them out. so those traits mentioned above are suffice la yeah.

anywaayyyyy....

i so want to see ungu violet!!! dian is soooooooooooo cuuuteeee!! and the theme song macam nice ajer...;) suuweeeeeeettt ;)

- posted by wildtenderness @ 01:40 am
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