http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/ \\__wildtenderness__\\ -and all the things i've never said OUT LOUD... Fri, 21 Oct 2005 08:15:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/128.html Fri, 21 Oct 2005 16:12:37 GMT so people, i'm going to stop blogging in here. i've been too busy to keep this blog. thanks to those who have been reading this blog. thanks to those who have been leaving comments and tags. thank you thank you thank you, i'm done here =) tootles~ http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=128 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/127.html Sat, 08 Oct 2005 17:40:54 GMT a few days ago i've actually made a decision to stop blogging in here. i was thinking of moving on to a new blog. but then again, i loooovee this blog sho much. i don't think i'd be happy leaving this blog. so i created a new blog and that's where everything that's rather personal will be at. within these few weeks, too many things have happened and too many changes i went through. too many things i learn. to let go. to accept. to cherish. to...aah..you get it, i'm learning about life. again. it's an ongoing process so yeah. isn't it nice to be able to breathe and live without... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=127 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/125.html Sat, 01 Oct 2005 15:05:36 GMT there's this guy at faculty who looks a bit like the rizky(sp?) guy in ungu violet. huhu..kiuuuuttt ;) i've been running into him quite often of late. mmm...interesting..but of course, there's a but. lmao ;p still, it's nice that i am able to see him quite often *wink wink* i'm bored. i'm supposed to do my measurement, but i think i left one of the drawings in college. oh khairul sent me a message in friendster. he's so sweet. ooh, so last night i went to the doctor. it's gastric, nothing big...i felt stupid. it's as if my body was exaggerating & i fell for it and... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=125 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/124.html Fri, 30 Sep 2005 03:51:26 GMT i do not know where to start. i'm in a rather subdued mood. but thank God my head is pretty much clear at the moment. it's been a hectic as well as of course, crazy week ;) i have finally confessed (sorta) to the poor guy. he must've freaked out like hell i bet. but sorrylah, i didn't call that upon myself either. i didn't mean to scare him or whatsoever, i don't want to get all perasan and get hurt again so yeah i had to do what i did. i was scaring myself too. but now that everything's cleared up, i feel rather glad that i managed to find the guts in me and ask him. but of course, i... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=124 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/123.html Fri, 23 Sep 2005 14:36:47 GMT so now it's going to be an update on what's been going on in my life of late =) things were initially good. i'm just in my confused mood at the moment that's all. oh well, but things are good, so that should be good right? so many things happened in these past few weeks but i just don't feel like mentioning them in here. i don't want anyone to know about them. not yet atleast. but sooner or later maybe i will let it out in here. anyway, as usual..i've been busy with assignments. i shouldn't be in front of the computer right now, but i feel rather lonely and i need to type.... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=123 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/122.html Fri, 23 Sep 2005 13:59:28 GMT i don't like the word whine. and these are only my concerns. i have no intention to whine. i'm not even sure what whine exactly means. oh okay, i sure do but i am not sure if the contents of this blog can be categorised as whinings. i get upset when people point out that i'm whining. sometimes i even wonder if i do have the capability to twist things into something else that is not there. i also get upset when people tell me that i'm twisting my words. do i really? i don't know. maybe i didn't mean to. it's just how i see things are often different from how other people see them. this i know... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=122 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/121.html Thu, 15 Sep 2005 16:42:54 GMT my sister has always said that i have this one bitchy look on that i seem to always look stuck-up or something like that. i didn't believe that at first. but then i realized today that i do have this tendency to put up this 'don't mess with me' attitude when i talk to strangers. i noticed that i act rather serious around them. i reckon it's something natural of me to do. it's like a self-protecting mechanism. or something like that. i realized that throughout the whole time i was putting such attitude on, i was actually trying to protect myself from being 'bullied'. bullied here refers to oh... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=121 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/120.html Thu, 08 Sep 2005 16:58:33 GMT people are rather funny (read: weird). i think i'm weird too. quirky. unpredictable. temperamental. hohohohoho have i ever mentioned in here that my mood swings oh-so-easily? it's swinging right now. weeeeeee........ this is my attempt of cheering myself up...hoooorraaaayyyyyyyy i miss him. i think he has this somekind of rope which all my moods are tied to and he controls it (the rope) or rather playing with it... oh my hair. it's short now. i'm gonna make all the girls in my hostel fall for me. haha. that's what i told my mum.... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=120 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/119.html Wed, 07 Sep 2005 19:07:02 GMT i love my friends. and i consider it a weakness. no matter how bad they treat me (except to the extent of betraying and spreading bad rumours about me), i'd still love them. to me, they're all unique and special in their own way. i only consider that whatever bad things they did to me (usually i'm the one who's over-sensitive) came from the not-so-good side of them. i mean, we're humans and we're far from perfect right? we have some behaviours that others find them quirky, annoying and so on right? i mean, we can't run from ugly attitudes and behaviour. i have them too. flaws. that's what... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=119 http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/archive/118.html Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:05:13 GMT currently listening to: break you by marion raven mama and adik had food poisoning last friday. it was pretty bad and all of us slept the whole day. 'twas pretty much a gloomy day lah for our family. kesian diaorang! thank God they got better after they went to the doctor. and yesterday we went to midvalley. shopping!! got myself a few stuff...weee...happynyee!! =) erm...what else to say ek? ish, not much to say la. you knowla when you're happy all these words are like running through your head and you don't know which one to choose and use. in then end, you forgot about everything... (more) http://wildtenderness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=118